Tarnished

She finds solace in the world's noise and its rush makes her feel unstoppable

As the silence from her solitude is the most disturbing and unbearable

Any distraction to keep her from facing the demons of her Rage

From feeling the void left where her beautiful magic once lived vibrantly 

but was stolen from her by Rape

She since convinced herself to have reclaimed her power through her promiscuity

There's no greater satisfaction than luring a man into her den of iniquity

Atleast now she gets to make the choice that was taken from her repeatedly

She could never regain her innocence so she embraces her given impurity

And boy has she become a queen of this domain, this has become her throne

Don't you dare judge, only he without sin can cast the first stone

Just relax, enjoy but mind your heart

Don't try to own that big luscious butt

See, she has become a distructive vacuum for love, she'll suck you dry

No one could ever fill her empty well, no matter how hard one may try

She even tried to fill it with worship but still never felt resident of His Kingdom

Her hell firmly chained to her soul, it seems impossible to earn her freedom

At home and in her man's arms she still feels like she never belongs

As she never feels worthy of the very love she desperately longs

Will she ever rise above her demons?

Make lemonade from these bitter lemons?

Will she ever be brave enough to face her truth?

Accept she's worthy of all beauty and love without seeking any validation or proof?

Free herself from days that seem forever cold?

Because baby girl you're worth more than gold

See, all it takes is for you to awaken and be bold

You're an unfolding beautiful story that's yet to be told...